Just an Intro-Vid

HITLER: THE ATHEIST (Quiz Show)

sad bunny - everyone has more sex than me

Well this is my first blog. I'm not sure who will read this but I guess its more of a public diary hu? Anyway I'm 24 and recently unemployed. Being fired humbled me because I was fired for incompetence though he didn't say that (he was a great manager). I got canned Because I couldn't remember all the different sandwiches and salads so I moved slow to avoid mistakes. The reason this humbled me is because I fancied myself an intellectual. What kind of intellectual can't make sandwiches at a deli? It took me so long to find that job too. I didn't want to face my parents and I almost killed myself because of the shame. The only reason I'm not dead right not is I couldn't afford a rifle and you need a permit to buy a hand gun. I wasn't thinking logically. I didn't want to be a burden on everyone but if I had killed myself it would have effected everyone more deeply then if I was a bum. I guess I just wanted to escape. Does that make me a coward?